Shifted...

Hello friends,
Sammy is comfortable and we know can hear us ,but cant respond. He loves when mom crawls in and stay right next to him. Lately track of time became impossible. It seems that my time is not in anyway reflecting a clock. Many times I loose track of time and not realizing where I'm or what I was suppose to do. I never thought that I will fall in to such deep depression . But unfortunately it happened slowly . Many times I will crawl out off bed after getting up all night to help crying all cured up in seizure Sammy. I have been ,so confused and can't remember a thing,so writing down stuff helps. It's so weird how my pace changed and inability to concentrate or competed simple task took over my life.Not able to do anything in the house ,even laundry has become a burden ,my family had picked up my chores and responsibility for a huge amount of work I use to do at home.I can compare this to a motor that shifted and will brake any minute if doesn't get oil and repairs. Enough about me....
Sammy on another hand had some what stabilized,needless to say after a huge decline over holidays. He still attends school just few hours a day,but it's what keeps him connected to the rest of the world. He is acompanied by an adult at all time when is driven to and from school and it's Ok.Every day he brings such a happiness when we see him in the morning .He is our little angel .
Sincerely ,Sammy and Mom