Away

Hi ALL
We are on vacation in Miami.For short 5 days will not see Sammy.
He knows every time when we leave .How ? That same unique feeling of intuition.
He was ,so sad the day we were leaving .
We promise each other not too feel bad about leaving Sammy home and make best of our days away. The water is like warm milk -its magnificent !
Mikail and Salvatore /Mikes childhood friend/ just arrived yesterday. There is 7 of us !
Mom stays Mom every time,no matter what.I cook and shop for kids and its not hard for me ,I guess ,I use to spent my time caring for my Family .
One day ,I will get a break were I would not have to do anything,just relax,but not this time.
Sammy is doing well at home ,his nurse is there and grandparents -always!
We hope to get some rest here ,but feeling of guilt is not leaving us ,even know we are not allowed to talk about it..............
XOXO Mom /Sammy is at home../