Drop in the bucket...

I'm sitting in my family room.I don't need TV .I just enjoy piece and quite. I know this on my left hand some dark spots-it looks irritated my skin couldn't handle it,it's like splatter of burn spots.This was some of Sammy's medications accidentally spilled on my hand from this morning - that he still takes internally 2 times a day to suppress his immune system! It blows my mind what this Dearest Child has been through!
Sammy is all smiles.Every day he wake's up with smile on his face. He is very kind boy.He always have been gentle and considerate of others and now it's no different.I'm sure that his bones ache allot ,but he doesn't ever show it. Only when he is uncomfortable at night and would like to change sides I will hear his voice and even then it's not demanding -it's more like 'Can you please?'. I love coming to his 'rescue' and he knows my foot steps.Even know he does not speak yet Sammy needs to hear my encouragement ,that he is loved .He know his surroundings and reacts to situations appropriately every time. It is very interesting process .Sammy is recovering at slow speed .It's like a drop in the bucket you can't quite tell it's there,but after few days you see it more and more. I have always been not patient-all my life.It's like a joke,I had to learn complete opposite behavior that I was ,not use to.
I guess every one is faced with challenges in their life -the only question is -How do you deal with it! What kind of choices you make? Are you strong enough to handle it?!How do you impact your loved ones? Are you aware of other's or you are handling it alone? Do we interpret G-D test and signs the right way?! Can you go through difficult time's in your life with positive attitude or you are angry ? Are you able to feel pain of another human being like your own?
Its not easy to find answers to this questions ,but I must search.This is part of my experience.
I wish everybody a great,peaceful night . Sincerely Sammy and Mom.